Thursday, July 19, 2007

Lingering Stare

I thought with him my life was set in stone
And now without him I am so alone
What Can I do when it's hurting so much
I want to hear his voice and feel his touch

I found the strength to open up my eyes
And there you were just a real honest guy
And then we started to talk one on one
I felt my blood when it started to run

Last night when you held me tightly
And it made me tremble slightly
But I'd never let you let me go
When you ran your hand through my hair
You lingered longer when you stared
Yeah I'd never let you let me go

You knew he'd hurt me so we took it slow
You made me see it was okay to let go
You told me that now my crying was done
I felt my blood as it started to run

Last night when you held me tightly
And it made me tremble slightly
But I'd never let you let me go
When you ran your hand through my hair
You lingered longer when you stared
Yeah I'd never let you let me go
I start to get chills and my heart grows cold
Your arms wrapped around me, the armth starts to flow
But you know I'd never let you let me
You know I'd never let you let me let you go

Saturday, November 05, 2005

sick of you

I’m sick of waiting for the phone call
The one I know will never come
I’m sick of waiting for you to fall
In love with who I have become

Sitting on the bed and staring at the phone
Biting my nails, afraid to be alone

You need to decide if it’s her or me
That you’re gunna be with this time
I’m not gunna wait to see
If the heart you pick is mine

So here I sit, day after day on my own
These are the worst nights I have ever known

I tried to change myself for you
I wanted to be the answer to your dreams
I tried to be who you wanted me to
I know now you can’t hear my screams
You don’t pay attention to how I feel
And you don’t understand that what I’m feeling is real

I’m sick of being someone I’m not
Sick of being your second choice
You’ll be too late; I gave you your shot
You shouldn’t have waited to raise your voice

So here I sit, day after day on my own
These are the worst nights I have ever known

You don’t realize what I did for you
You don’t get how much I cared
You don’t get that what I’m saying is true
It gave me chills the way you stared

Sitting on the bed and staring at the phone
Biting my nails, afraid to be alone

I tried to change myself for you
I wanted to be the answer to your dreams
I tried to be who you wanted me to
I know now you can’t hear my screams
You don’t pay attention to how I feel
And you don’t understand that what I’m feeling is real

Sitting on the bed and staring at the phone
Biting my nails, afraid to be alone
So here I sit, day after day on my own
These are the worst nights I have ever known

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Alone

All the clouds in the sky
All the cracks on the road
Every where I look I
See your smile explode

And there’s just nothing I can do
Because I’m never going back to you

As I walk along this empty street
And slowly kick this stone
I remember when you’d walk with me
Those days I didn’t have to walk alone

And I am stronger now
That you’re not around
I will persevere
Like you were never here
Because I am me
And you will see
That I will be
The one who succeeds

Every store I go in
Every single classroom
It’s a place we had been
It’s a place full of gloom

And there’s just nothing I can do
Because I’m never going back to you

As I wonder down this crowded hallway
And your hand’s not linked with mine
I remember all the stuff you would say
You’d tell me everything would be fine

And I am stronger now
That you’re not around
I will persevere
Like you were never here
Because I am me
And you will see
That I will be

Stronger now
That you’re not around
I will persevere
Like you were never here
Because I am me
And you will see
That I will be
The one who succeeds
The one who succeeds

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Waited

All my life I waited for that special guy
The guy that would make it all okay
I waited for the one who wouldn’t make me cry
And I never thought I’d find him today

There were so many guys that I thought cared
So many guys that could be mine
And still I found myself to scared
Scared I would run out of time

I have found you and I don’t know why
You’re running through my mind every day
But I know you could that special guy
That’s here to make my world okay
I never thought I could feel like this
But I never dreamed of anyone else’s kiss

There are so many things I wish I could say
There’s so much I want to tell you
But I don’t want to drive you away
Tell me what I should do

I want to tell you, you’re driving me wild
I want you to know I care
I really want to be the one who makes you smile
I want to be the one you know is always there

I have found you and I don’t know why
You’re running through my mind every day
But I know you could be that special guy
That’s here to make my world okay
I never thought I could feel like this
But I never dreamed of anyone else’s kiss

Do you know how great you are
Even though we only met this week
I know that you will be a star
Because you are so unique

I know you may not feel this way
And this could be just a mistake
But I fell connected to you today
And I’m hoping my heart won’t break

I have found you and I don’t know why
You’re running through my mind every day
But I know you could be that special guy
That’s here to make my world okay
I never thought I could feel like this
But I never dreamed of anyone else’s kiss

You may think I’m crazy to even try
But I didn’t know what else to do
All my life I waited for that special guy
And I’ve come to find I’ve waited for you

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Dream Guy

Every night
I lie awake
Dreaming of a distant face
Every day
It’s on my mind
I know I’ve seen him around some place

I just can’t figure out who it is
But I know there’s a reason for all of this
And I just can’t quite figure it out
I don’t why he’s all I think about
But somehow he reminds me of you
He makes me smile just like you do

When I sleep
He fills my dreams
Each night it gets a bit clearer
The next day
I go to bed
Hoping he gets nearer

I just can’t figure out who it is
But I know there’s a reason for all of this
And I just can’t quite figure it out
I don’t why he’s all I think about
But somehow he reminds me of you
He makes me smile just like you do

With my friends
I’m acting weird
They ask about my dream guy
I don’t know
What I should say
So I just smile and sigh

I just can’t figure out who it is
But I know there’s a reason for all of this
And I just can’t quite figure it out
I don’t why he’s all I think about
But somehow he reminds me of you
He makes me smile just like you do

Now I know
Just who it is
He’s the guy I met the other night
I fell hard
For this sweet guy
And I wish I could see him tonight

I just can’t figure out who it is
But I know there’s a reason for all of this
And I just can’t quite figure it out
I don’t why he’s all I think about
But somehow he reminds me of you
He makes me smile just like you do

He reminds me of you
And I think I know why
I know that it’s true
You are my dream guy

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Teenage Truth

Get up early, go to school
People tell you you’re not cool
Kids start rumors, teachers yell
Teenage life is living hell

Old friends shun you, new friends lie
Friends of yours just want to die
Parents make you quit the team
Teachers make you want to scream

People say these are the best years
But I’m sick of all their lies
School hallways are filled with tears,
Sad girls, misunderstood guys
Things might get better, I’m not sure
How much more can we endure?

Smoking, drinking, friends use weed
Hateful kids engulfed by greed
Dropping grades and constant fights
Hectic days and sleepless nights

People say these are the best years
But I’m sick of all their lies
School hallways are filled with tears,
Sad girls, misunderstood guys
Things might get better, I’m not sure
How much more can we endure?

Angry kids hope future’s near
That day will end all their fear
Dreams are set and hopes are high
As we give teenage years a try

People say these are the best years
But I’m sick of all their lies
School hallways are filled with tears,
Sad girls, misunderstood guys
Things might get better, I’m not sure
How much more can we endure?

Step by step we will get through
If you’ll help me, I’ll help you
Things might get better, I’m not sure
How much more can we endure?

Monday, June 27, 2005

Friends

Walk down the hall you look my way
Still you don't know I live for you
Dream of you by night, flirt with you by day
I wish you would notice me too

You make me want to soar through the shy
I want to be what you're looking for
You lift my spirits up so high
I can't live without you anymore

I don't mind just being friends
But I can't controll desire
It seems like my life depends
On you to light my fire
So light the match and hold me close
You are the one I love the most

Now that she's gone, you need someone new
Someone to love, to hold, and to care
I'm ready to be that person for you
Ready to promise i'll always be there

I don't mind just being friends
But I can't controll desire
It seems like my life depends
On you to light my fire
So light the match and hold me close
You are the one I love the most

I want to be the only one
You come to when something's wrong
I want to be the only one
Who knows your secrets, your favorite song

So light the match and hold me close
You are the one that I love most

So Young

I can't help but wonder why
You are the one
Who has to die
When your life has barely begun

But Now that you're gone
There's an empty space in my heart
Your spirit lives on
I can't stand being apart
One promis I can make you
Is to do the things you wanted to

I will share all that I know
With everyone I meet
I will continue to grow
And make sure my life's complete

I know you would have been a great man
You would have taught the world to smile
And for you, I'll do what I can
To help every person, every child

But Now that you're gone
There's an empty space in my heart
Your spirit lives on
I can't stand being apart
One promis I can make you
Is to do the things you wanted to

I will laugh the laughs and scream the screams
Dry up all their tears
I will live all of your dreams
And Conquer all my fears

But Now that you're gone
There's an empty space in my heart
Your spirit lives on
I can't stand being apart
One promis I can make you
Is to do the things you wanted to

Now that you're gone
Your spirit lives on

Only Destiny

I smile when you fill my mind
I cry when you're away to long
I tell everyone you're one of a kind
But still there's something wrong

Is someone else a better match for you
Are you just not the one for me
Maybe the love we share isn't true
Maybe it's only destiny

Because Destiny is not enough
If you're not willing to comprimise
If you won't try and you're not tough
Then even the truest love dies

With your arms on my shoulders, I'm safe
I'm happy with your hand in mine
You give me courage so I'm brave
But I think we've run out of time

Maybe our love's sky iss't blue
Everything is still a mystery
Maybe the love we share isn't true
Maybe it's only destiny

Because Destiny is not enough
If you're not willing to comprimise
If you won't try and you're not tough
Then even the truest love dies

Maybe the love we share isn't true
Maybe it's only destiny

Love Hurts

What's the difference between love and hate
What's with all the talk of fate
Why do we sing
Of the joy love will bring
I've been in love before
It brought tears and nothing more

Maybe in the future, one day
I will fall in love again
And maybe that boy, some way
Will love and be able to meand
My heart

What's the difference between love and hate
What's with all the talk of fate
Why do we sing
Of the joy love will bring
I've been in love before
It brought tears and nothing more

Maybe a guy will think of me
Like I thought about that guy
And maybe he'll make me see
A reason to give love a try
Again

What's the difference between love and hate
What's with all the talk of fate
Why do we sing
Of the joy love will bring
I've been in love before
It brought tears and nothing more

What's the difference between love and hate
What's with all the talk of fate
Why do we sing
Of the joy love will bring
I've been in love before
It brought tears and nothing more